Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Sorting out a Vocation?

(Extracted from "Peter on the Shore" by Rev. Fr. Anthony Bannon, LC)

You are not an island. You have parents, relatives, friends and neighbors, groups you belong to, people who make demands on you. As if that were not enough, you know that our world is not limited to the people we see or the things we feel inside.

We live another life too, the world of the spirit, the world of the interaction - love, interest, salvation - between you and Christ. There is a further interaction - deception, seduction, undoing - that Satan is trying to establish, although he would probably blush if he had to say so in public: you see, that is his private morality and you have no right to question it.

Now, where is this leading us?

You said you think you might have a vocation but you feel you are being pressured. Well, what you have to do is sort out what you mean by that.

Is someone standing over you, waving a finger at you and saying we have a lawyer, we have a doctor and now you are going to be the priest of the family? They say it used to happen in the past, I couldn’t tell. That would be obvious pressure. I’ve never seen it. Or rather I have seen it, but only used in the other direction: Don’t you dare go into the seminary, after all your mother and I have spent on your education...

What is more common for us is to feel a vocation and then to start questioning it. Where did it come from? Was it the Sisters in school? Am I just doing this to please my parents? It seems that I got the thought of a vocation from such and such a circumstance, from someone who mentioned it to me... how can it be a real vocation if I could never have felt it without going on that on retreat?... all those interminable stumpers that seem to force us to conclude, maybe I am thinking or doing this under someone else’s influence, maybe it is not a free decision.

So I think you should look at the root of the pressure you feel. If it is from the outside and nothing more, don’t give it a second thought. Don’t let that be a motive for doing something as important as making a life-decision. If it starts from the outside, but really bothers you because there is something working on the inside too, if your conscience is saying that might be right, then it is time to do something.

It is time to go on your knees if you haven’t done so yet. Because you and your Friend have a lot to talk about.

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Comments:
Well! this one is certainly a surpise, and not a bad one! Been a long time since I delved into these matters, and I like the music, but you should put up some gregorian chant on a spearte page, no? Good work.
 
Indeed, the Legionaries have many good articles and books. I've wanted to upload gregorian chant for the background music but can't seem to be able to find any sources online.
 
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